blog restarted

Only words, haikus
can't figure out anything
no more photographs.

Ok, so not the most brilliant haiku, and only on a high school level. but it's the restart of tying a haiku rather than a rant/essay/whatever.

Decided not to devote this to rants. too undisciplined. so back to haikus. if i can figure out how to do the photos again, i will add them. but for some reason I couldn't get them into the blog, and then just gave up writing. being somewhat of a luddite, i frustrate easily with technology acting capricious.

Couple of things going on that caused me to stop. My mom's pancreatic cancer was the main one. After the initial diagnosis, the shock to her and dad and me and Sue took up a lot of energy. And having to deal with the two prodigal kids made it harder. Mom's not gotten better, and seems worse to my eyes. She goes on though. But we all know what is happening and what is coming.

Another thing is the absolute sh-- that losing my job did to my self worth and head. I didn't really think it would effect me that much. But the way it happened, the why (and piss poor "reason" the simon legree boss gave), and then the reaction , or rather lack of it, from my former co-workers was like a giant cosmic kick in the head. It's taken awhile to regain an even keel.

And frankly, it's this or clean the house.

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Later.